2021.12.05 08:37 ObShop Tutorial for creating a i2p domestic Access Point with a RasPi and setup a XMPP or mail server
I want to make a tutorial for make a access point with easy steps and show some examples of what you can easily host on, if you can make a comment with all steps or dm me it could be useful thanks
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2021.12.05 08:37 Puzzleheaded-Total92 Cactus farm
i made a cactus farm, this is actually my own design i just wanted some feedback about it (this is the first layer im planning to eventually expand it to make many more layers)
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2021.12.05 08:37 momsdirtyknickers Trying to figure out what I just went through for 2 years with my ex that spiritually destroyed me.
I have always had very high standards for myself when it comes to honesty and integrity and I have it towards others aswell. I could never in my wildest dreams betray someone's trust with cheating, going behind someone's back, make someone believe I cared about them more than I actually do etc. And I think I got trapped with someone who apparently had no problem with all those things. And he was my first true love. I loved him to a point where it became very toxic towards myself and I let him degrade me and break my trust too many times to count. I felt I had to have him in my life no matter the cost. I realized I after awhile that I was reliving my childhood trauma patterns with him and letting him hurt me over and over again by ignoring the hurt it caused me and just try even harder to get him to treat me right. He loved it, but couldn't care less that he hurt me. This he showed me after telling me how much I did mean to him.
He took out his trauma on me with verbal abuse, uncontrolled anger, constantly breaking up and coming back because he felt scared he said, like once a month and always on Fridays coming back on mondays. He accused me constantly of cheating and masturbating behind his back. I let him lock away our sex toys because he didnt trust that I wouldn't use them, I just thought it was weird and sometimes even funny because it would never happen anyway. These things were absurd to me because I was obsessed with him and I shut off my attraction and attention to others when I'm with someone and I was never that sexual anyway and we had sex every day per his request. For me that is way too much but I accommodated him and learned to actually enjoy it too. Before him I thought I was asexual. I tried to explain to him how I was as a person but he never trusted it and I started to make it a holy quest for him to get it by overexplaining and overassuring him of my intentions and feelings almost daily.
It was cyclical everything. He would breakup, then feel remorse, and a honeymoon period would ensue and everything would be bliss, then suddenly his anxiety towards me would suddenly flare up out of nowhere, thoughts like me leaving him, liking someone else etc would take over his mind and suddenly he would shift his behavior towards me like a switch. He would get intrusive thoughts and they would grow worse and worse until it was like I was actually doing the things he was thinking and he would treat me accordingly. That really messed me up after so many times, and I'm struggling with bpd symptoms like I believe he is actually struggling with. Or maybe it's ptsd. Or maybe he's just a master manipulator.
This person is diagnosed with ptsd, but his behavior towards me was very cruel when it suited him. He would get anger outbursts and lashing out and frightening me, break things and he became physical with me once before I ended it. I was terrified of him after that because i saw how little in control he was and im certain he would beat me if i stayed any longer. He would get annoyed when I expressed my feelings about how he treated me, me crying and being broken about it stressed him like he wouldn't face it at all, turn it around on me and totally reject my reality about things, and he would always break up with me when it hurt the most. When he saw my hurt didn't go away by itself he would bail or get angry with me. And I was very communicative about it too. My family is very open and in touch with our feelings. He would never fix things with me, never repair the trust he broke with me, never give back anything but be angry about me not being happy with him and never letting things go. He never gave me reason to do it. I am realizing he most likely used me for personal reasons and that I actually never mattered to him like he made me believe.
What have I been through? I feel exsitensially and spiritually raped and i struggle with the same issues he showed when he was with me, like he gave me all his problems as a farewell gift. I recognize that im trauma bonded to him and highly traumatized by what I let myself endure. It seems he's doing very well and he never apologized or took accountability for anything, just told me now after being broken up with for 2 months that'll "all will be fine" with a shrug when I confronted him with abusing me and demanding an apology. Best thing of all is i have to see him daily because we work together.
Any tips for my way forward would be much appreciated.
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2021.12.05 08:37 FizzyOrangeJuice Figure hugging
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2021.12.05 08:37 killawaspattack Great recovery today
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2021.12.05 08:37 KuntaKetan Reshiram adding 10 appear online - 5034 7619 7365
2021.12.05 08:37 No_Station_2652 Garrincha-Brazil's Tragic Hero
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2021.12.05 08:37 spectarspectered Best way to farm buccaneer EXP
Guys I found the best way to gain buccaneer EXP as the buccaneer paragon is making its way to To game and today's advanced challenge will help first of all if you didn't know you can also gain EXP from challenges majority of the people who play the game know that if you go to today's advanced challenge where the map is another brick place a 0-5-0 buccaneer and pull the round 80 ZOMG by doing so you finish the round and by my testing you can exactly gain 5k buccaneer EXP just from that then restart the game and do the exact same strat it doesn't matter which water spot you put the buccaneer in because your only gonna use its ability to pull the ZOMG and restart but be careful because this advanced challenge stays for today only so farm as much buccaneer exp from
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2021.12.05 08:37 CatmanPP bruhjj spapples be shittin that guy cup tho wtf!!!!!!!!! sick ass sauce bob gon be losing his job bruhhh!!
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2021.12.05 08:37 aldousbee Pho bo on a cold Sunday night.
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2021.12.05 08:37 TahaCelik I tried something
2021.12.05 08:37 jr_clash123 A console player playing for honor duels.
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2021.12.05 08:37 ultra_mind Sometimes you just need to target Safari in your CSS (either on desktop or mobile). Here's a small snippet that I use for that (link of the codepen in comments)
2021.12.05 08:37 Basquinator Flag of my Basque and British heritage
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2021.12.05 08:37 Punko_Fop How long before a game can you enter Nationwide Arena?
Hey everybody, I’m going to see my first game at Nationwide arena later tonight against the Sharks. I’d like to watch warmups so I’m just wondering what time do doors usually open to be able to go into Nationwide arena? Thanks!
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2021.12.05 08:37 50-BMG308 Autism and suicide, whats your thought
Recently found out about being autistic, always knew i was different and definitely paid the price for it, cant have a meaningful relationship with anyone, know my life wont get a bit better but have been keeping on to keep my family From the tragedy. Sounds familiar ? What do you think of suicide in such a situation ?
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2021.12.05 08:37 portalell I tried sending this to my dad but he is out getting milk? Help? Please?
2021.12.05 08:37 a2kHD meme #2!
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2021.12.05 08:37 GlassHurricane98 UPDATE on decorations. I let people into the park, and the rating bumped up from 'High' to 'Amazing' - so maybe you just need NPCs in there to get you the last step of the way. Thanks for your help thoughhhhhh
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2021.12.05 08:37 Brilliant-Elk-7291 Any examples of successful communism?
2021.12.05 08:37 Sw00shhh what crypto is this?
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2021.12.05 08:37 SirBuy Authentic Italian
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2021.12.05 08:37 External-Analysis949 Bromance, on reddit? [46m]
Can you meet cool guys on an app that based on staying anonymous? Let’s try it guys! 😉 Laid back guy [46m] into meeting new folks for good chats and seeing where it goes. Not a person that ghosts or randomly blocks. Good conversations on the best bourbon cocktail, staying active to stay healthy all while being a foodie - not the best combo lol. Even better if your over 30 and on the east coast to to help with time differences. Feel free to say hi.
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2021.12.05 08:37 Admirable-You-7865 🌕 GoldenXRP | Launching Now | 7% XRP Rewards | Leading Cryptocurrency Into A Golden Era
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2021.12.05 08:37 ECorp_ITSupport Low AHI but High Leak Rate with ResMed10
I’m pretty consistently getting sub 1 AHIs since ditching my DreamStation for a ResMes (and also my sleep doc tightening up my pressure range from 5-20 to 12-20)
But, according to MyAIr my leak rate is consistently in the mid 30s-40s. I know they say less than 25 (or 20?) is an acceptable leak rate.
Do I need to worry about such a high leak rate with such a low AHI? I don’t feel fatigued in the morning (or during the day) the way I felt before finally starting CPAP.
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