2021.12.05 08:53 MrSvenningsBrownEye Belfast, Northern Ireland 1980
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2021.12.05 08:53 IndustryThat2428 8/9g heroic lemon tek trip with my homie😁🤛
(Mexican blues+mckennas) Lemon tek 8gs or 9?
Trip report: GREATEST DAY OF MY LIFE (2 man trip)
Phase 1: come up Phase 2: visuals Phase 3: therapeutic healing❤️🩹 (peak) Phase 4: the mystical visions/come down How we made it: We took the 6 grams of mckenna mushrooms and 2-3 grams of Mexican blues mushrooms and blended them up dry into flakes. We then added an orange 🍊 to the mixture as well as a bunch of Lemon juice🍋 (as citrus is a VERY powerful enhancer), we blended all that up till it was a fully mixed solution; we then poured the shroom solution into two separate glasses one for me and mackabongwe; we let the lemon tek sit for about 6 hours before taking it (the longer you let it sit, the stronger it’ll be because the psilocybin is being converted into psilocyin) ￼
Phase 1: the come up In the beginning we were both scared asf; cuz we had no idea wtf to expect neither of us had done anywhere near this much. We drank the tek around 23:00 🤢🤮(it was disgusting ngl) At first we both put on blind folds and headphones with our own custom playlists; macka b listened to some more traditional “trippy” music while I listened to more like “spiritual” nature music. An hour must’ve passed and I was confused cuz my stomach was hurting a lil bit but the trip was taking a while to start; the thing about mushrooms is that you never notice when they kick in; the music I was listening to was guiding me and the distortions began, I started to feel extremely hot and uncomfortable I thought I was going to vomit but luckily I didnt; images and memories were playing thru my head; my life; my pain; my father; everything was being shown to me. Later I just said f’it and took of my blindfold; it felt like so much time had passed so I assumed the trip was over (BUT IT WAS FARRR FROM OVER, it was just starting)
Phase 2: (minor) visuals After taking off my blindfold the room was visually very beautiful; I kept seeing these lined patterns inside other lined patterns; I saw eyes inside other eyes in the lines of my bed covers and all over the walls; we felt euphoric and happy; kinda just at peace; at this point We both thought this was as far as it was gonna go but it was only the tip of the iceberg; I asked macka b if we was doing ok and how the trip went; as soon as we started talking the PEAK of the trip began as well as the therapeutic healing
Phase 3: therapeutic healing ❤️🩹 This was around the time the mushrooms we at full power😂; I remember we entered this weird pocket dimension (I know it sounds dumb but it’s Fr) in this strange space we were super elevated like we felt like these higher beings like we completely forgot everything about what being a human is like; we felt like we were so above all our old problems; the pain; the stresses; none of it mattered and we could see all of that in this elevated state; nah but Fr no jokes I feel like we turned into these inter dimensional aliens or something like our consciousnesses were mixed like we were communicating telepathically; for example it felt as if this dude was inside my head and I was inside his head; I would think something and he would say it out loud; at one point we got stuck inside this crazy loop where we just kept going back and forth on the same subject on repeat for like 30 minutes We started speaking about many deep subjects; we were speaking freely with no filter, it’s like all the shit you wouldn’t say sober was just being let out and it was therapeutic asf; it felt like intense internal healing, all our childhood trauma was being let go of Macka b said he reverted back to when he was a child and was healing his trauma. At some point we thought we were every person in existence; after the healing the trip had sudden INTENSE powerful bursts
Phase 4: mystical visions🧙♂️ This is my favourite part😁😆; at this point in the trip I was convinced I was going crazy; like I felt like a mad scientist or something but I remember feeling so proud and happy to be insane and crazy; I also remember shouting “dude were f*cken crazy! I hope we never go back to normal” I felt intense deja Vu like more Intense than any deja Vu I have ever felt in my life, felt like this needed to happen in order for me to progress
Visions of my future self: I had the most beautiful vision of my future self as a father and established artist; in one vision I saw my future self with a big beard in a house and it was snowing; I saw myself hugging my future wife and daughter, my wife was pregnant and I remember seeing my future self kissing my wife’s belly; and in that moment I felt more love and compassion than I’ve ever felt in my whole existence; it was like being hugged by the universe; it made me cry, I realised then that I wanted to help people in my life as much as possible and spread as much love as I can; I felt like giving everyone a hug 😁.
Another vision I got from my future self was about digital art; so before the trip I had been struggling with coming up with ideas or inspiration for art and in the vision I had my future self said “what are you doing?! You have so much potential to make good art, but you’re lazy” then he showed me the post beautiful worlds I have ever seen; they were worlds full of insane digital artworks; it’s so impossible to put into human words but it’s like he was showing me these insane intricate artworks that I had the potential to make; he was saying “all of this stuff is in your head; you can make this” only problem is that now it’s kinda difficult to remember but it was so vivid in the trip
After that I felt more motivated to work and succeed in life I felt like I could do anything if I drew my attention there; mushrooms showed me how powerful our minds are
The vision of my father on the boat: For those of you who don’t know my father is deceased died a long time ago when I was a baby; never knew him so I always thought I didn’t care but this vision made me realise just how much pain I was carrying from not knowing him; I remember he appeared to me in a Misty swamp (in my head obviously) he had a huge white beard and a straw hat; we were on a boat we had deep conversations about family and the importance of love; it felt SO REAL like I can’t tell if it was the mushrooms or actually his spirit; he said something along the lines of “it’s your responsibility now to take care of the women in this family” that could’ve been the mushrooms talking to me or just myself IDK but it was beautiful talking to him; that shit was healing for me felt like closure
The last peak/come down: This was towards the end of the trip but it was also the most intense part; like it’s impossible to put into words but we (me and mkb) felt like we were literally dissolving into nothing like were pure energy or something idk But it felt like I became everything in existence and I was experiencing everything as everything like there was no sense of time or anything like it was incredibly intense and scary; towards the end we saw the flower of life pattern spread out across everything living thing and we heard this weird frequency that kept on getting louder and louder until everything became a huge bright white light and instantly I knew that was god or consciousness or something The come down began and it was just us talking about how crazy and mind blowing the trip was😂😂 we were so excited; we now had to learn how to become human again; the trip ended at around 5 or 6am
That’s not even close to everything that happened but it’s all I can remember right now
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2021.12.05 08:53 ProgressiveArchitect Pathogenic Societies and Collective Madness: A Critical Look at Normalcy
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2021.12.05 08:53 Redditor4287 High pressure on fuel return pipes
Causes them to burst right off the connectors. It happens on and off with no apparent reason. I'm just asking if someone had a similar problem? Octavia 1.6TDI CR 2017 pre-lift (E288, CXXB)
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2021.12.05 08:53 flyingchildren_ Star Citizen 3.15 crashing on launch.
I've alredy made a post on this subreddit yesterday concerning fps issues, i've tried some fixes (some from my post some not) and my game now crashes immediatly.
It doesn't even bother to launch anymore. These are my specs (maybe it's something spec related idk)
Rtx 3070, I7 10700kf, 16gbs of ram, Asus z590 Gaming 4 (that's the motherboard), and that's it.
I've tried a few things which include: Reinstalling SC, Uninstalling Obs, disconnecting any external devices from my computer.
I think i've had this problem ever since i created a pagefile on my ssd, im not sure though.
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2021.12.05 08:53 DinoBubz04 how do i say there’s nothing my players find in the shop?
to clear it up, there’s a little crazy goblin man that has occasional magic items on his store. there’s one player who consistently goes in there looking for magic items, i don’t want to say “no you can’t” but i also don’t want him to farm loads of magic items
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2021.12.05 08:53 italid oh hell no
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2021.12.05 08:53 chloe-red Just a quick photo, felt okay today
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2021.12.05 08:53 Dbagboy New Moving Company
Does anyone have any tips for what sites to use to get leads or customers? Im currently using thumbtack but theyre charging entirely way too much per lead when most of the time the lead either doesnt message back or says that they'll keep me in mind. I get that im paying for exposure to potential customers but $8-$50 per lead is starting to really effect my bank account especially since im not getting many jobs as it is.
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2021.12.05 08:53 lanlingwangfei Womens I Paused My Game To Be Here V Neck T Shirt
2021.12.05 08:53 bunderwood78 The Great Diabutsu of Kamakura. OC December 5th 2021.
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2021.12.05 08:53 -en- @AP: Israel's prime minister urges world powers to take a hard line against Iran in negotiations to curb the country’s nuclear program. Naftali Bennett's remarks come as his top defense and intelligence officials headed to Washington amid the flailing talks. https://t.co/cMV4EVMDb9
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2021.12.05 08:53 pantisocrat Polanyi (1945): "Universal Capitalism or Regional Planning?"
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2021.12.05 08:53 TheRuthlessRevenant "You look so beautiful right now, Almost SERENE!" | The 3 Short Stalker Horror Stories
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2021.12.05 08:53 XIIXOO Opinion: The media treats Biden as badly as — or worse than — Trump. Here’s proof.
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2021.12.05 08:53 AmayaMushung Need strength
so I'm new here and was hoping for advice.
I am 32 years old and a coward. My life has been terrible. I've made bad choices. I gave up at life when I was only 15 and spent most of my life wishing to die. I've accepted I was trans 2 years ago, I knew I was a long time ago but I thought I could change for some reason... When I finally accepted I was trans. For the first time since I was a kid, I was actually happy. The last 2 years I have thought about nothing else but transitioning. These feelings are actually getting worse... like I can't control them. I came out to my mom by just blurting it out. I can't seem to find the strength to come out at my work though. I'm nervous to transition in front of my co workers and also how to go about coming out there. My feelings for some reason are embarrassed and shame. But that's not how I feel about myself, I just care way to much about what people think of me.
Does anyone have any advise to overcome this?
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2021.12.05 08:53 DrJobless Longest First rush EVER !!?!?!
2021.12.05 08:53 POCKALEELEE [META] What the hell is going on with the mods? Also, Free silver tomorrow.
Just thought I'd make a post about a few things that have come up, since we do have a lot of users. I've been away for a while. First, USE THE REPORT BUTTON. It helps us monitor posts. We want everyone to be safe and secure buying and selling. I don't care if you also message me (NOT chat) but I can't speak for the other mods. Even if you may not be sure. For example, I had a report a while back of no prices on the post (prices are required) but there were prices, it was just a post that was written in an unusual manner. That puts the message where all mods can see it. Second, MESSAGE THE MODS if you have a question It doesn't help to use chat - we won't reply sooner. We do have lives outside Reddit. Generally, if one mod starts working on an issue, the other mods won't jump in, except in cases like approving a post when it has a proper proof pic added, etc. pmsforsale, like most organizations, changes as new users join. We are no different, and work to adjust rules so we think they fit the sub. We continually have discussions about various issue and users. We volunteer for this sub as moderators to maintain a sub that stays true to the buying and selling of precious metals. We moderate posts to try to prevent people being scammed out of their hard earned money. We set rules that make enforcing that easier. Next, we do occasionally ban a user until they get back to us on a post or an item sold but not shipped, etc. They either don't reply (usually scammer) or get back to us ASAP (usually a legit seller) When the issue is resolved, the ban is lifted. Finally, don't be an ass to the mods. While you see your post and your perspective, we are sometimes working the bigger picture. It is not personal. It is for the good of the sub. The "Free Silver Tomorrow" was just to get your attention, unless YOU want to have a giveaway. If you do, I'd suggest not putting the word contest in the title, as those fine people who only browse Reddit looking for free stuff will find it easier. Also, feel free to participate in our weekly Off-Topic thread.
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2021.12.05 08:53 br0kenpipe Boot directly into VM with UI
Hello all, how can I boot directly into a virtual machine so that I am immediately on the user interface of the operating system? I have a ryzen 3400g. Do I need an extra graphics card for this?
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2021.12.05 08:53 abyzoujw How do u take the coating of a skypad
2021.12.05 08:53 Canalactu Covid-19 Sénégal : Le Sénégal enregistre son premier cas positif au variant Omicron - Canalactu
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2021.12.05 08:53 glutentage Want to make fishing harder, anyone know how to change the odds of getting a fish with crafttweaker? (1.16.5)
I want to change the fishing loot so that you get a fish 15% of the time and a junk item 85% of the time, an inverse of vanilla where you get a fish 85% of the time and a junk item 15% of the time.
I'm playing with Iguana Tweaks and Let Them Grow, which make all types of farming more time consuming. But now fishing is OP cuz you get inifinite fish at the drop of a hat.
I looked everywhere and I cannot find a similar mod that makes fishing harder for 1.16.5.
Does anyone know how I might be able to change this with a crafttweaker script?
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2021.12.05 08:53 F_Synchro Quite proud of this. (LTN - Drone bridge) Mall providing a drone logistics network over LTN and vice versa.
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2021.12.05 08:53 Chuffsky Fiance (26M) coming home with makeup on shirt and high when we're meant to be on a date?!
My (25F) fiance (26 M) came home yesterday at 5pm from being out the night before, despite phoning me and telling me he'd be back at midnight. When he came back he was high as a kite and had makeup all over his white shirt. We had planned to put up the Christmas decorations and go for a meal (annual tradition) that day. I was so angry and upset that I put him to bed then went through his phone - I know this was wrong of me but this was the second time he has done something like this. I found messages to his friend buying snow off him for a previous night out specifically behind my back, (we all went to school together so I know this friend as well) they were literally talking about if I would get suspicious etc. I talked to him about it after a long sleepless night and he literally couldn't care less, just said "I'm sorry I keep letting you down I don't want to keep letting you down". I've packed some of his stuff up and he's at his mom's house now, what should I do? When we parted ways he literally couldn't even tell me when I'd see him again. My head says get rid of him but my heart loves him so much. We have a house and a dog which complicates things even more. I have no one to talk to about this - if I talk to my family they will hate him and we are meant to be getting married next year. I feel so alone and upset and embarrassed he is dissing me behind my back and making a mockery of me?? . Thanks for reading and any help appreciated
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